Thursday, October 18, 2007today was so depressing.
sitting around all the asses in class.
i dont know why do the other classes keep thinking it'll be a sure-not-combine thing for me.
i'm just like all the rest lr. argh.
i seriously deserved more for all the freaking hard work alright.
but no, it was just so demoralising.
it made me not wanna study anymore.
it made me hate geography and science.
it made me wanna give up on double science.
and it made me think that combine was the best option.
covered myself with my jacket for 30mins,and yes, the rest did not know what was happening under.
and when i thought it was all over after school,
i had to come home to face my dad.
locked myself up in my room for 15mins questioning God.
it's not that they're scolding.it's just that they make me feel bad.
but i did my best i know.with all the preparation before hand. but it was all wrong.
i feel so argh. like wanting to quit school or something so badly.
but still i thank God for my results.
though it wasn't what i expected.
and i ask for someone who i can really rant at.
like understanding my plight and all.
athalia choooooo will know bestttt.
lastly, i do not want to go school with puffy eyes tmr):
living by Your grace & mercy ♥